Sometimes life throws you curve balls that you really aren't ready for. No matter how hard you try to hit them you strike out no matter what. That is how I am feeling at this point in my life.
No matter what I do to try to hit a home run I always end up sitting back down on the bench, disappointed. My friends are encouraging me, cheering me on from the sidelines, but I just stand there up to bat feeling totally alone, and all that comes of it is failure. My team mates feel bad for me because they know I have the ability and the heart to succeed, but I am tired of trying. I would rather just sit on the bench for the rest of the game...instead of humiliating myself by going up to bat again.